You are God, of all else I'm letting go.  Because as human beings, what we can't have, is what we replay in our heads over and over again before we go to sleep.  Sometimes you love, and you learn, and you move on. And that's okay.  What you left unspoken is louder than anything you've ever said.  There's only so much you can do before you stop and realize it's over. The problem we have is we hate giving up. It's a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak, but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. It's letting go of something when you know it's near the end.  The best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. Risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table. Be who you are and hope people accept you, and if they don't, too bad. Always be real. Never fake. Smile when youre happy, cry when you're sad. Never hold emotions inside. Let yourself risk getting hurt. Let yourself try something new. Follow your heart and do what you feel is right, not what other people tell you to do. Fall in love, take a chance, and hope the other person feels the same. Love is a risk. It could bring either pleasure or pain, sometimes both. Life is a gamble, and you never know what it'll bring. Live in the moment and don't dwell on the past. Find the good in everybody, think positive and do positive. Break the rules and take the chance of getting caught.  Life is simple, it's just not easy.  I need someone to prove to me that I'm worth it, really worth it to them. Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared. I didn't realize it then, but I do now. I don't do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy, but today.. today I realized that I can't keep waiting for you. I'm moving on, I can't stay in one place waiting. I can't be around you anymore. I'm not over it, I don't get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I'll see you around sometime. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you'll get one more chance from me, maybe you won't.  You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.  Life is good, forget the forecast. Every day is sunny.  Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on, hold fast, hold out; patience is genius.  Rapunzel tells us one thing about love; climbing the highest tower becomes less difficult if someone at the end gives you a reason to hold on.  If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't screw him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks a promise, he had to. If you cheat, you expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance. Either way you always run back to him. REAL men stay faithful, they don't have time to look for other women because they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own.  Guys, it's simple. Treat your girl how you would want your dad to treat your mom, your future brother in law to treat your sister, and your future son in law to treat your daughter.  Waste time with your friends, live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up... laugh about it with you friends cause friends are what matters the most.  I don’t want a boy to kiss the ground that I walk on, I don’t need all that. I don’t want a boy to treat me like I’m a princess; none of that shit is real. I just want a boy that’s honest and knows how to be faithful to me. Someone who understands who I am. Some one who understands where I come from. Someone who understands how I feel. Someone who understands me.  Now that it's over, I don't even know what I liked about you.  In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different.  If you find it necessary to judge me by my past, don't dont be suprised when I find it necessary to put you there.  Women are like the police. They can have all the evidence in the world, but still want a confession.  Because you know me right? You know me so well. You know everything about me, my influences, what hurts me, what helps me, what haunts me, you know it all right? You know what I’ve been through, going through and will go through don’t you? You know all my choices and the reasons as to why I made them, right? Listen, think what you want when you come and mouth off about how ridiculous, or stupid, or slutty or dumb or ugly or whatever else you want to call me, but remember that you don’t know half of the story, and I doubt when you’re pointing the finger, your own slate is clean, is it?  Sorry, but I don't need any part-time people in my life. You're either with me, or you're not. You can't just come and go as you please.  The best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. Risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table. Be who you are and hope people accept you, and if they don't, too bad. Always be real. Never fake. Smile when youre happy, cry when you're sad. Never hold emotions inside. Let yourself risk getting hurt. Let yourself try something new. Follow your heart and do what you feel is right, not what other people tell you to do. Fall in love, take a chance, and hope the other person feels the same. Love is a risk. It could bring either pleasure or pain, sometimes both. Life is a gamble, and you never know what it'll bring. Live in the moment and don't dwell on the past. Find the good in everybody, think positive and do positive. Break the rules and take the change of getting caught.  Sometimes when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore but because you realize they don’t.  You've got every right to a beautiful life.  Sometimes there's nothing left to say, nothing left to save, sometimes you just gotta walk away.  Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall. And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall. No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away. It don't make sense to me.  Don't worry, he'll miss you. You're the best he could get, and he blew it. Don't let him make you think for one second that this was your fault. It's not. He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart, and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. And honestly, he's not mature enough. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you every spare second he could. But he didn't, and now he's gone. But don't you cry. Don't call him telling him you miss him.  Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there.  You have to get hurt. That’s how you learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile, those are the people who have fought the toughest battles. Because they’ve decided that they’re not going to let anything hold them down, they’re moving on.  Don't be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.  Be that strong girl that everyone knew would make it through the worst. Be that fearless girl, the one who would dare to do anything. Be that independent girl who didn't need a man. Be that girl who never backed down.  We are young, we run free. Stay up late, we don't sleep. Got our friends, got the night. We'll be alright.  Maybe one day, we'll meet again. when our two roads meet the same dead end.  When a defining moment comes along, you can do one of two things. Define the moment, or let the moment define you. -Tin Cup  And we are going to last, and you want to know how I know? Because I still wake up every morning and the first thing I want to do, is see your face. -P.S. I Love You  Maybe we’re too young & I don’t even know what’s real. But I know I’ve never wanted anything so bad. I’ve never wanted anyone so bad.  He's not worth it.  You’re worth more than that. More than a replacement, the girl he goes to when he only wants a girlfriend. He may not see that, but someone else will. So set yourself free from him, because I promise you will eventually get what you deserve. You will find what you’re worth.  I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass.  You walk down your packed hallways every day. You pass hundreds of people you have never talked to, ex best friends & boyfriends. You pass the people that hate you & most importantly love you to death. If you could just freeze everyone & finally slow down time to look around. Do you finally notice the kids that have never had an equal chance? What about the beautiful popular girls that get all the boys, are they truly happy or is it all an act? And then look at yourself. Are you happy with who you are becoming or has high school turned you into someone you promised you would never be? Take a good look at your reflection before you judge anyone else; be the person you want to. Fuck what everyone else tells you, just be who you are.  Sometimes the right person for you was there all along. You just didn't see it because the wrong one was blocking the sight.  Two things to remember: Don't make decisions when you're angry and don't make promises when you're happy.  Just do what you like and like what you do. It's better than not doing anything.  The best love is the one that makes you a better person, without changing you into someone other than yourself.  It's your life. You can live it however you chose to. Just make sure your life story is worth hearing about.  Don't try to understand everything. Some things aren't meant to be understood, but rather to be accepted.  In the end, you'll see who's fake, who's true, and who would risk it all just for you. 
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